Saturday, June 8, 2019

Full Time - Day 42

Walked in the early morning, the sky blue with no clouds, when the walk was over 90 minutes later 3/4 of the sky was covered in toxic materials dropped by airplanes. I have noticed that the covering always begins in the east, following the sun's path, if by design then the geo-engineers they have figured out a way to push the particles around and plan to always keep the sun covered in a gauzy white poison. I am trying my best not to feel too bad about the state of the earth, today I had the insight that the earth is a living thing which has ups and downs in health, the current state of its health is poor, a type of cancer which is eating away it's life slowly but surely. Like death with animals or people it has to be accepted, so I now think of those end days of the earth's health in the 1970's-80's as memories to cherish, when there were more animals and birds and bugs, when the sky was blue everyday with no airplane spraying, when walking around in the woods I could capture a bit of the vigor and health for myself. These days there is nothing to be gotten, it is like holding the hand of an old lady, nothing but stories of past lives and now it is just waiting for inevitable death.

Just finishing up library chess study now, a good session with interesting games.

g53 Rub/Tarrasch; g54 Rub/Telchmann (J)
Read GM Performance by Polugaevsky -
g19 Pol/Larsen (J)