I am having trouble adjusting my mind to the monk schedule. I now consider the smallest time spent meditating or doing prostrations to be a success. I have to look at this endeavor as not something pleasant and easy, but an activity which my mind rebels against and thus it is going to need a lot of will power to follow the schedule. I will remain positive and continue to try.
No library study today, the sky was white, gloomy, cold, I walked in the afternoon rain, it was all I could manage to do.
